So, this week's going a bit better than last. But it's making me think about life and what I want to do, and all the different projects I have in mind.
Me life ideas/goals/wants:
1. Be a performer
2. Be a musician
3. Be a teacher
4. Be a film director
5. Be a writer
6. Be a screen writer
7. Be a musical writer
8. Be a composer
9. Be a YouTuber
10. Be a blogger
11. Be healthy and fit
So far - 2 and 3 are pretty much my daily life. I've gotten a few more performance opportunities the past few weeks, so that's nice in my mind. I've done small projects for 4, 5, 6, 8, 9, 11, and of course, 10. I just want to do more. Maybe that's my issue. I want to do so much, but 1. Life gets in the way, and 2. I don't know where to start because it's is a lot.
Now, my goals are attainable in one way or another I just need to work on these skills which I either don't possess or don't strongly demonstrate in my daily life:
A. Organization!
B. Efficient and effective time management (Just say no to always procrastinating!)
C. Effective Organization!
D. Fervor
E. Efficient organization!
F. Steadfast Commitment to a project/idea
G. Organization
H. Inspiration (sometimes I feel like the inspiration pool has died.)
I. Efficient and effective communication skills
I. Organization
I'm getting better at organization, but I see how some of my friends are so on top of their 50 million tasks, that my 25 millions tasks that I drown under seem futile. I shouldn't compare myself to others, but there is nothing wrong with admiring habits/ethics of others. These are attainable with a bit of an attitude and life change from me.
I have many strengths as a person. I think I'm creative, and I'm not afraid to be a fool (which is sometimes important.) I'm eager about life. I like to listen... though sometimes my family members and Matt would tell you otherwise. I love bringing out the creative sides in others and collaborating with them. I'm a team player, though I like to work alone at times or take tons of responsibilities (even if I'm not prepared for them.) I like to laugh. I care about people. I'm finally comfortable to with the person I want to be, and I'm comfortable with where I am in life. (I guess, in other words, "I feel happy of myself" most of the time.)
Conclusion from my random thoughts/ideas/strengths/weaknesses: I am a work in progress. I am living my life in a good way, however I need to make sure I focus on the projects that I want to do instead of going through the motions and eventually looking back and saying, "Why didn't I do that?" Life will happen, yes. However, there's that idle time I spend on the computer, playing games, watching TV that could be used for much more productive and creative things. I just have to make the choice to do it rather than procrastinate.
Oi. And that's it. Sorry if you read all that. I get long-winded at times.
Ciao until next time!
Oh... and today I ran 2 miles nonstop - for the first time in my life! Yay achievement! ("Thumbs up for rock and roll!"
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